Honestly,

I read someone's blog today. And she is totally in love with herself (and her ex boyfriend); but, she brought me back to this blog so I can't really be upset with her. Somewhere along the line this old thing became out of style and i'm not about to pretend I can bring it back... I mean I'm no Kanye West. However, I'm not about to leave this thing alone forever and ever. It'd be lonely and curious about our exciting lives. This blog is probably so excited that I'm back right now. You know how when you leave your dog at home when you go on a vacation and then you come back and the dog jumps all over you and all it wants to do is play? If this blog was alive I'd imagine it'd be kind of like that(!!!).

Anyway, life is boring in offices. Really though I think that my life is boring because being 19 sucks. 19 isn't 20 and isn't 18, it's just stuck in the middle of being grown up and interesting and a rebellious and fun teenager. I hate it when people say "there's nothing to do on Long Island" because there is more to do here than a lot of other places. If we lived in the city or in Mississippi we'd be saying the same thing. We're just blaming our uninventive nights on the destination and not ourselves for not being creative and wacky and fun-loving. We should take 19 as the age to live it up. The last age that you can blame your mistakes on being a teenager later in life... but, I just happen to be wasting my life reading about other people's exciting lives, fantasizing about my own, and sitting on my ass doing nothing. Whatever. At least I'm happy and I don't have to deal QK or GirlKol or Pinky drama anymore. LIfe is good when I don't have to hear them talk... it's boring, but good. Good in a peaceful and content kind of way.

Summer '09 is half way over, I don't think there have been any really blog worthy experiences to tell you about... I'm sure there are at least 3 but that's not enough. Let's just have a hipster party and get this summer it's way to funfunfun!


you know you love me, xoxo,
Frau