Id A is all over the place (emotionally and physically) these past two days. Illadelphia was ill despite not being able to see Lightweight Paper. UPenn was a life changing experience that lasted a grand total of four hours because Dad A wanted to beat the traffic. The traffic won. I didn't go to my school or Owns Me yesterday and that felt very good. I did go to art where I was even more all over the place (just emotionally) and obsessed about thirty seconds of a 45 minute meeting. Like it's not that bad right?
But yeah, UPenn is my new love and I just don't want to be disappointed, that's understandable right? I'm confused about a lot right now. I miss freshman year a little because nothing mattered.Remember that? How easy everything was? But maybe I should shoot lower, but NYU is no NCC. Like nothing's a done deal. How far away is April? I wish I applied early. But maybe not. Again confused. No Cory Matthews sightings.
Anyway, last night I had another mini-breakthrough which felt good and put me more in a weird headspace. Even more so when Flannel Equals Me Jealous asked what Dad A thought of my totally awesome but weird drawings. Evasiveness. But anyway, its been weird.
I REALLY want to go to college but the whole application process is kind of a put-off. Like when I found out Eighth Grade Crush actually liked the movie White Chicks. And my school could not be making the teacher recommendation process more complicated. Commonapp -- two words or one?
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