Well, tonight was possibly the worst ever. Well at least the worst we've had with all of us together. The whole summer has been fantastically simple and the togetherness meter has been at all time high. I've written before about how this was supposed to be the best summer of our lives, the "summer of '69" so to speak, and I thought that may have been an exaggeration... but it wasn't. This was the best summer of my life because i had the best people around me. I know, I know, it's been sentimental times lately and everyone already knows how much I love them but yet again, i'm sitting here thinking about how bff we really are. I hate crying with people around me, but i just cant help it anymore. I try to be strong but it's literally impossible. I can't be myself leaving you guys because you are who I am. That probably didnt make sense to you but really I'm just rambling so whatever.
In 20 years we'll all look back on this and think about how stupid we were to get so upset over this. I mean we will be back soon, but this is the end of an era and the start of a new one. It's up to us to keep these relationships alive and i know we can do it we really try. And I know I will so I hope you all will do the same. This chat we're in right now has cheered me up completely because now i really realize that we can do this. I know we can. I love you all. Thanks for the best summer/year of my life. BFFAEAE.
Btw, this post doesn't mark the end of the blog. I won't let it happen. Also i tried not to be too upsetting and I'm sorry if this upset anyone. We're all gonna do great things together and apart, and i can't wait to see what those things are. kay love you byezz.
P.S...
Dear Produce Pete,
You are my best friend, don't forget about me when you meet all your cool friends in the band. When you get your computer I expect you to be blogging about your life bc we saved this blog once upon a time, so now we just have to keep it going. I love you.
xoxo-Fraulien
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